I've reached my point wherein I really have to stop and move on. All of my friends are telling me that "wag ka na don...". Well, they're right. Oh so right! I was shocked that a friend of mine told me he's not for me and I should move on because he has already someone. I was hurt. I felt like there's a big hole in my heart. Or like there's an arrow that pierced through it. I was really hurt. Because at that time, I am contented just being around him. No expectations and all. Then, another friend told me that I was only a friend to him. Well, I kinda expected that already. And yet, when you come to think of it, the way he is to me, is not just a friend. There goes confusion. I can't put together the puzzle. When it comes to this, he is an alien to me. I don't know his plans. 

I am lucky to have them as my friends now. They're always at my back. Teehee. They even have a gameplan. I  hope it'll work out. :) Bahala na ang karma sa kanya. 

It's time to save myself...