ok. that was a cite. hhhmmm.

anyhoo.

3 days til Christmas. Wooohhhooo! Or not. LOL. Can't smell the holiday scent. it makes me sad. im more excited on my 21st. Yipeee! But guys, i wont treat. im sooo excited. im gonna be with my friends who i miss hanging out with. oohhh-lala! but dunno where to go. i dont have a hangout place in mind. folks, got suggestions? text moi! LOL.

im like craving for salty food right now.

tata!

4:34 PM

bragging ur sadness makes me irritable. stop shoving it to my face. it's not the season to be sad deary. well, if this is your way of making people sympathize with you, it's not working.. well, at least for me. I'm in a very good mood. and i hate having negative vibes/feelings around me.

Tata!

7:08 PM

I want donut. Im craving for it since yesterday. Give me one pls? Pls? LOL. I'm done doing my resume. Im glad I dont have to do an application letter coz I dunno what to put in there. I hope I can get in Nestle. Wooopppeee!

12:00 AM

a sorta conversation of me, 2 cousins and my brother. whatever...
While I was in the hospital, the nurse came in and checked on my dad.. I just found myself looking at him.. My cousin said:

Cousin: Uyy.. Si Jessy, type yung nurse.
(Gave him a silly look.. and said..)
Me: Hindi ah..
Brother: Hintayin mo yung doctor, mas gwaping.
My 2 Counsins: Oo nga!

Whatever.

LOL.

Anyway..

No PGC today. Wooppeee!

(No more jumpy heart..)

Good night.. I have a quiz in Accounting tomorrow. My gosh!

Wish me luck.. :))

9:00 PM

Spent the night in the hospital so I wasnt able to go to school today. My dad's operation was successful. They found out that there was a 3 cm. tumor in his intestine which caused the abnormal bowel movement. He's still under observation because of his diabetes and heart condition. Hopefully everything will be all right. The doctor spoke to us awhile ago and said that what happened to my dad is hereditary. As soon as I heard the word hereditary, I felt worried. I dont want that to happen to me. Well my mom said naman na in my dad's younger years, he's not a veggie eater. He loves to eat meat A LOT. Well, in some way I'm relieved, coz I know that I eat veggies naman, well I try to. Then spent the whoooole day in the hospital. I went in the lobby to fix some things, so while lining up in the cashier, I overheard 2 old ladies talking about their chemo. As I looked at them, they don't seem to have cancer at all. I realized that we have to be extra sensitive to what people feel, may it be physical or emotional or whatsoever. Wala lang. Naisip ko lang siya. LOL. We're still waiting for the biopsy of the tumor. I hope it's not cancerous.

Praise & thank GOD!

10:28 PM

Just got home from PGH...

How my day went..

Well, spent my day in the hospital. My dad was confined AGAIN.

My mom woke me up and told me that my dad was rushed to the hospital. They were putting on Christmas decors this morning, then prepared to go to MaDocs. I was in the E.R. morning til afternoon. Ooohh. There's a cute doctor. Tee-hee. My dad was transferred to PGH because MaDocs is too expensive. Aabutin ng more than half a million yung operation. Well, 'twas found out that it isnt coz of complication in the gall bladder anymore. 'twas more than that but they couldn't tell exactly what. He undergone endoscopy this evening, but because may nakabara pa sa intestine ni daddy, they couldnt see what really is inside. So, there will be a second endoscopy.

I experienced riding the ambulance. Hihihi!

While in the PGH E.R. @#$%! I was soooo traumatized. I thought sa TV ko lang makikita yung ganong eksena. Gawd! Different cases. Super. Grabe. Unexplainable. Ugh.

My dad's pretty ok now. We're just waiting for the result. Pls. pray for him.

God..help us.

11:52 PM

Funny. I haven't been updating my blog for like 3 months. Would you believe me if I said that I'm too busy to update this because of school crap? Hahaha. Not me, really. Nothing's been going on. I'm still the old me. Same as ever. Same old, same old. The only thing that changed is my hair. I have short hair now. LOL. Same thoughts linger my mind.. Same questions stay unanswered.. Full of what if's.. There..

Actually, I'm preparing for my OJT this summer. I hope I'll get in Nestle. I really want to have my practicum there. Well it already became my dream company. That's toppin' my wish list. :)

Christmas is coming up and so is my 21st birthday. Eeww. I'll be a year older once again. And my friends would bully me for my age. Argh! I'm turning 21!! Not 22! LOL. I think I wanna have a party. I want to have a tequila party. I want to get really drunk. I already forgot how it is to lose one's mind. :)) Kidding! I'm having second thoughts though. My dad was recently confined in the hospital because of gall bladder. So, I do'wanna add up to my mom's expenses. But I do really wanna have a party. Pls throw me one!

Wish me luck, dearies.. :)

7:17 PM