Last night's conversation with Tin and Rosanne was fun and full of meaning. I was supposed to be there @ Tin's place but my mom didn't allow me to go. So, they just called me and talked until past 1 in the morning. Sorry guys talagang inaantok na ko kaya I can't stay up that late. Of course, our topic was about love, relationship and commitment. Before that, we were already chatting, then continued our convo over the phone. I was talking to Tin about this guy. It was the first time that I told her about our sitch and my thoughts, yada yada yada. Ok. Correction. I don't love this guy. I only like him. She asked me if I'm all ready to commit. I think so, yes. But when it comes to him, I don't think I'm ready-- that's Rosanne's fave line, btw. HAHA. Anyway.. The more I get to know this guy, the more it is impossible for us to be 'us'. There's a big cultural difference. For me it's a big deal. As I get older, I mature more. I realized that now, when choosing a lover partner, you take lots of things into consideration. Unlike before, if a guy's good looking, he's already fit for you as a partner. But now, it is different. I don't want to go into a relationship if the family of the guy doesn't approve of us. I don't think I can take that he's disobeying his parents because of me. Oh well. It's hard to explain why I think that way. Sabihin niyo nang may pagka-martyr, but that's how I am. Of course, I want a harmonious relationship. Who doesn't want that, right? All I can say is, I will not be entering into a serious relationship anytime soon. I don't think he is already the one for me.

9:36 PM